just the other day, i had to play a guitar for one of my scenes. i realized that i had forgotten most of my chord fingerings. i learnt to play the guitar sometime when i was in secondary school, but it wasn't one of my favorite instrument. guess my forte will still be the saxophone.

memory is something you can't control. neither can you determine what you can remember and what you can't. sometimes, it can be taken away from you, just like when you're down with alzheimer's. someone i loved was taken away from me in this way. it was also painful going through the same answers every few minutes. but that's the least i could do.

what happens when you forget? guess we just learn from scratch all over again.