just today, my friend told me that she liked me in simple make up when i turn up for events. well, so do i.. i don't like make up in fact. in most of my dramas, i usually just conceal my dark rings, use loose powder, mascara, and that's it. i don't even apply foundation. but that's me. i like to feel that my face can "breathe"..

i remember having my very first stage performance when i was in primary school. i was in the school choir and we had a musical going on. the school got the help of parents to do make up for us. i remember squirming in the chair, waiting for my make up to be done. while i had to look upwards as she was lining my eyes, i felt myself feel faint and it was almost as though i was going to black out. that poor parent got so worried and asked if i was ok, then she stopped and let me "rest" for awhile before continuing with the make up.

when i started work and make up was (and still is) an everyday affair, i still felt uncomfortable. but now i've gotten accustomed to it. i still like to keep it simple though. i sometimes have concerned cameraman or colleagues asking if i want to touch up, so i listen and touch up when i need to.

my mother still has a beautiful complexion, so does my sister. so i'm keeping my fingers crossed that i'll be just like them..