i started filming for my new drama 变奏曲 on the 18th.. so far it's been good. this role is a little different, she's someone who lives in the shadow of her past. someone who is unable to let go and move on. just today, i did a scene where she - 陈小柔 was supposed to watch a comedy (movie) and in the midst of laughter, she cried. realization of loss strikes and there is pain.

are we able to let go of pain and move on? sometimes it can be hard isn't it? it takes time, but this "healing process" varies from person to person. let the wound heal with happy memories, instead of living in the loss. i took a long time to get over my godmother's leaving.. even though it still hurts, the happy memories washes over the pain. perhaps by doing so, we can move on, knowing that the special someone is forever in our hearts.